maple leaves.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

i finished 4.5litres of water ytd.
correction: at least 5.1litres. (3 big ones and the 600ml one i had for trg)

i had this weird feeling, just a short while ago, i think it's cos i keep thinking too much. i almost felt like going into my own world so that i wouldnt feel so hurt, i'd pretend that never happened, its not big deal.
then i realised, what good would it do to me other than being able to feel better. it doesnt change much of the facts. if it hurts, it hurts. if i dont want it to hurt - do something about it.
and its mainly cos i have difficulty doing something about it, and feel somewhat offended which makes me want to go into my own world.
fortunately(i think), i changed my mind.

i went to bed less than 12hrs ago.
woke up to use toilet at 11+
woke up again a few times until i finally got up at 2+

i'm still in pj =X
after ytd, i think i might like maple story again
why? LOL maybe cos it was quite fun having my sis and her bf to laugh with whenever i did something stupid.

stupid reason. haha. eeyer but i intend not to be addicted to any online games whatsoever.
i stopped gunbound last year. (actually end of sec 2, then i played again after exams for a while and maple story which i gave up on then)

anw, i shall change soon and do my theory hwk and later accompany my cousin to get her ears pierced at queensway.
lol.
she must've been inspired by my nice earrings. :D

ok i'm kidding.

i'm almost done with my first 1.5litre bottle of the day.
i feel so full of water. X_X
at least i think this sore throat preventive measure is working! :)

`3:51 PM__;

Monday, January 30, 2006

i am currently drowning myself in water.
before i get a sore throat.
something i did a year ago on the 2nd day of chinese new year which made me feel like a balloooooon filled with water.

the number of trips to the toilet.. =x
but it was successful! :D

oh well. i had trg this morning and i feel like it could have been better. i didnt appreciate it as much as i now think i should have. mainly cos i didnt expect much from myself. and well, i did what i expected. >.<" but i believe i can do even better the next time. (i cant always keep talking about next time.. =/)
the track there isnt that bad. i just dont like ccab. >.<"

flashback: THE TRACK IS MY FRIEND.

=/

hahaha. surprisingly, no visiting today. -.-
but theres a party tonight. hmm.

discipline tricia. discipline.

good thing i completed alot of hwk and slept earlier than everybody else last night. :)
this morning was weird. my alarm was set to 0630 and i woke up at 0650 and err. err..
RJC <---> BUS STOP = LONG WALK.
having only one bus to take = LONG WAIT.
i left my house at 0710, got to the bus stop at 0718, bus came at 0728, got off at 0744, got to the track at 0800. hmm, it seemed like a long walk but now i see its 16min, not that bad i guess? =X

but i didnt get home till almost 12pm lah. lol.

oh well. suddenly i have nothing to do other then drowning myself in water. and listening to music! :)

i think in terms of EVERYTHING. i'm a late bloomer. hurhur.

`2:12 PM__;

Saturday, January 28, 2006

BAH. i had a great run today. :)

suddenly trg seems a little TOO GOOD.
gosh why am i so uneasy about it. when its bad. i complain. when its good. i doubt.
BLAH.

ok but well i'm quite happy lah. :)

then today i had reunion lunch.. then i spent the rest of my day at home did heymath test and ytd i finished all my other sch hwk! (other then lit project and i still have piano theory hwk)

then just now i went to help my mum pluck limes, cut grass (which was super annoying cos no matter how much i cut it looked no different -.-), and pull out sweet potato roots which was quite gross and scary considering i it all AFTER 7 WHEN THE SUN WAS DOWN [we relied on the lights --.]

ok lah then i guess in a way it was quite enjoying but irritating. -.-
i think my arms will ache tmr.
my arms are super weak! =/

kk i'm tired. I'M GOING TO BED NOW. i've been dying this week so i hope i really sleep for at least 12 hrs. :D

`9:45 PM__;

Friday, January 27, 2006

hello!

newsflash. my piano theory exam is on the day of her wedding! OMG!

lol.

today
or more like this week
esp on tues wed thurs night: didnt sleep too early.

this morning i woke up at 6:20 :/
lucky didnt miss the 2nd bus.

i've been dying in sch lately. esp no naps since sch started.. =/

must sleep alot this sat night!
make good use of this "holiday".

hmm. oh yeah i kinda had a good run on thurs.. but then i had so little sleep?
less sleep usually = good run for me.. =/ how ironic.

`7:18 PM__;

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

yes i see the time. BUT FOR THE SAKE OF "whenever-i-feel-sad/bored-and-look-back-on-my-past", I SHALL UPDATE ON MY "stupidity" before i forget. (this is NOT for my readers' entertainment sake.)

this morning. i was almost late for my bus.
but luckily, i wasnt.

then i saw my bus, a TIBS bus.

and as got into the bus, i realised. CRAP THIS IS AN SBS BUS AND MY BUS TO SCHOOL IS BEHIND THIS BUS! @#$%^&*!!!!!

so. i pretended like nothing happened and got off at the next bus stop and went up my bus that was behind it. fortunately my bus was behind that SBS bus instead of in front of it. HEEHEE.

how could i be so blind! =/ i guess there's a first time for everything.. but even for things like this! whoa. >.<"

OK. then today my nice dajie gave me something to hang my earrings on. :)

i think i have more than enough in my life. and i kinda have difficulty appreciating it. Instead of making use of it, i feel like giving it away, thinking that its not really that necessary. (like its not that necessary to get sent to sch when i can take bus with convenience.)
i feel like i'm not really lacking anything but have difficulty making use of everything in my life.
and for example, if i give something away my parents give me, because i think that it has little use to me, i dont want them to feel that i dont appreciate it.
2nd example, i'm one of the few crossies who has NEVER EVER had leg injury since i joined cross, and yet im still not as great as i expect myself to be.

i guess i kinda like to live that simple life rather than to have so much in my life and let everything be cheem and cheem and cheem. sometimes i think that i've been given the chance to live that "luxurious" life they never got to have. i'm very thankful.. but i dont think i really need it. in fact, i believe i can survive without the tv, computer and my handphone but since it is of MUCH MUCH convenience and "joy", i shall make use of it. lol. =X

bedtime. goodnight.

`11:32 PM__;

Sunday, January 22, 2006

surprisingly. i finished math and chinese yesterday.

but i'm still feeling so lazyyy i cant seem to do anything at home now.

slept at 12.30 -.-" woke up at 10 :/ tried to sleep somemore.. but time flew too slowly when i looked at the clock again. bleh. and i thought i needed more sleep than that. -.-

gotta study physics and do a part of my geog project.
AIYA LAZY TO DO.
i feel like going swimming. =/

but if i go i'll feel lazy for not doing my work. so that is why i'm here.
LAZY LAZY LAZY
ok suddenly i've got the motivation to start work!
I ONLY HAVE ABOUT FIVE HOURS TO DO MY WORK and shower and and and AHHH. ok. MY MOTIVATION IS BACK. blogging brings back my motivation! :D whoa. then i should have blogged earlier. heeheeheeheehee.

btw, i read the new paper today. i think the new paper is so much more interesting. and i love to do the crosswords puzzles under the lifestyle paper. hahahahah. ya lah its for "kids" only. =.=

i love water. :)
i like apple + orange juice. very shiok. ^^

you dont like not my business. ITS YOUR LOSS. xP

you shall ignore that childish talk. i shall start work now.

`2:15 PM__;

Saturday, January 21, 2006

BAHH i'm such a hypocrite. -.-

ok i shall stop screwing myself up.
its not that bad actually. i dont know why.. suddenly i have so little to say.

hmm.

`11:51 AM__;

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

goodness me. its getting better and i better appreciate it now before its gone again.
gosh i'm so evil. >.<"

but yes. i guess part of the rain's gone now. so come on tricia! i can do this. :D:D
yes and i will need discipline and motivation.
qsn. WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?!
AHH i shall go to bed after this.

english today was gross. and i teared while she was at that page. I'M NOT YET 16. its too gross for me. >.<" gahhh. hmm. i'm starting to realise that i enjoy math lessons.. =X actually its not a bad thing really. :D

so far.. things are SOMEWHAT fine. hmm. so is physics too actually. :)
the problem with geog is: its easy just that there wasnt enough time to write out everything.. :(
ok i need more practice! must time myself. =/ yikes.

anw. had pe today. i think our country is cooool. :D:D:D very easy to think up of alot of things :D just that i heard from class chair - our country has won bronze ONCE. and nothing else better than that. wow. i bet you its on the top of the list in terms of terrorism. MUAHAHAHAHA. =X

ok yes. i slept early last night. and i shall do so again tonight. (actually it was supposed to be 10.. but now its 10.30. -.-") but i dont get it why.. when i sleep more i get tired more easily.. i was falling asleep during tuition right in front of her! and in the bus too.. okok goodnight.

`10:19 PM__;

Saturday, January 14, 2006

ahem ahem. please note: TIFFANY ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

and now she has leg pain. -.-"

i havent such a great run in EONS. AHHH. tiffany rocks [x infinity]
and today, NO RAIN AT ALL, (like yesterday :D [i forgot to bring my umbrella to sch heh.])

i have to search for an eng compre and study geog and read through some SS notes.
test on tues. but i wanna do that tmr.

i shall try to do eng compre tonight. TT_TT

i want to sleep.
the past week, everytime i go to bed, i cannot sleep eventhough i'm tired. (but this "insomnia" lasts for about 20min before i finally sleep. heehee.)
i shall go to bed at 9pm today and wake up at 11am tmr.

i've been very blur or careless lately. grr.
for the 4th time, i send the training log forgetting to attach the file. -.- @#$%^&*!!!!!!
GAHHH. and i actually calculated someone's timing wrongly. didnt realise it till i looked at it again AFTER i sent it. -.-

and i keep having typos. bah. today's trg was one of the best i had in eons but next week i must try again without help. like he said, i cant keep depending on people to push me to improve.
but tiffany is still a very nice person. :D

no worries. i shall force myself to do english now. bye. =.=

`7:50 PM__;

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

heehee. i know its passed 10 but after this entry i'll go off!

read some stuff from the newspaper AND the new paper today.
very little stuff actually heh. but alot i want to share. :D

SINGAPORE'S FREEZING. JUST NOW the temp was 25degC at home ok! >=(
now with the fan on i'm freezing.. considering of switching it off.. but aiyah maybe not lah. xD
anyway, if you read the STRAITS TIMES today, the front page on ASIA's biggest chill or something like that.. aiyohhhhhhhhhhh.
some areas experiencing floods.. and the picture was DAMN COOL! GOSH I WANNA STICK WITH GEOG OKAY.
anyway these few days have been so bad X_X and like last friday New Dehli experienced their first snow in 70 years! like how cool is that!!!
aiya if only singapore were somewhere higher up in the world map further from the equator..

it'll just give us more excuses to buy even more clothes. HAHAHAH. -.-

and theres another part on the newspaper. COOL QUOTES! hahaha. page 16:
1) Whatever hits the fan... wont be evenly distributed.
2) You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in...
3) One good turn gets most of the blankets.
4) No matter how much i care, some people are just jackasses.
5) It takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion to destroy it.
6) You shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.
7) Depression is just anger without enthusiasm.
8) It is not what you wear; it is how you take it off...
9) We are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.
10) Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
11) People you care most about are taken from you too soon and the less important ones just never go away.
12) The real pains in the ass are permanent.
---- Professor Duke Stroud

i think number 2, 10 & 12 are hilarious. ;)
4) 5) 6) 7) 9) & 11) are really true and well, meaningful too. x)

and on the same page of the newpaper under Net BUZZ - Useful work phrases (quite hilarious)
1. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.
2. i'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message.
3. It sounds like English, but i cant understand a word you're saying.
4. You're validating my mistrust of strangers.
5. I'm already visualising duct tape over your mouth.
6. I will always cherish the initial misconcpetions i had about you.
7. We're refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.
8. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
9. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.
10. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
11. It may look like i'm doing nothing but at the cellular level I'm quite busy.
12. At least I have a postivie attitude about my destructive habits.
13. Some day, we'll look back on this, laugh nervously and change the subject.
- Spotted by Shree Ann Mathavan

HAHAHHAHAHAH. most of them sound like they're trying to shoo ppl away from disturbing them. haha. 5.6.9.11.12. is really funny. xD 13. is quite true.

seeing how long this is, i dont think anyone would bother to read it. but i think its worth reading! :D (mainly the non-pink words of this entry) okok goodnight.

`10:19 PM__;

Monday, January 09, 2006

I DIDNT SLEEP IN CLASS TODAY and TMR IS A HOLIDAYYYYYY. :D :D
and if i'm not wrong, I FINISHED ALL MY HWK (except looking for a eng compre which i dont intend to do tonight.) tmr im spending bits of the day with dajie, and the piano, and maybe the dog? hmm.
its been raining alot lately, very colddddddd. i can go around without the fan on freezing. blah.
in geog, you learn that Singapore gets affected by monsoon winds from oct - feb/march. why? because the NorthEast monsoon has just blown over the large body of water - aka South China Sea, and is now "depositing" all the moisture collected from the sea in the form of HEAVY RAIN.
yeah! 1 year has passed and i still remember chpt 1 of geog last year. ;)
----
honestly. i'll really appreciate it very much if someone can help me with what they think i need help with, i'll probably be eternally grateful if they were patient in helping me out unless they want to turn me into a christian. and if they help me out and give up on me/be impatient. i'll probably bear an eternal grudge on them. HEEHEEHEE. (i think.)
----
today on my way home, i thought to myself, how much i have weakened. the rain washed away my mood to run - sign of weakness.
while running, i asked myself what if it rained during a race and after a while it resumes? am i gonna run as bad as today? gahhh.
i took my break from discipline and i realise its taking quite a while to get it back.
i'm not disciplined enough.
i also realised, i missed the trainings i had last year.
and that i actually missed my seniors.

just by doing their normal things, they kinda inspired me and made me give myself the ability to motivate myself.
now i'm a senior. i have to motivate myself.
and really really do it.
i dont want to waste my time. i dont want to disappoint myself nor others.

today, i realised that i was starting to dislike my cca because of the people. well, some i suppose. not all. i am so horrible. but i started giving in to myself thinking that i cant help it if i have such opinions right. but i also tell myself that i shouldnt be so mean! -.-

`10:16 PM__;

Sunday, January 08, 2006

hello! i slept at 12 last night. WHY "SO LATE"?

apparently i still have this habit of not being able to do hwk in the day. and last night i would have carried on doing it if i didnt want my 12 hours of sleep.

well i guess you can see from the time here that i didnt get my 12hrs.
some idiot woke me up. @#$%^&*!!
and you know i had a dream that i woke up at 2.30pm or 3. =.=

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

got that from tickle.com
i dont like reading. in piano, my composing is the section that sucks the most. i just forced myself to do one yesterday! =X
finding new ways to challenge my mind? hmm. i dunno but i admit i like to do alot of math and crossword puzzles.
now my cao yu friend is predicting and checking out on all the holidays we're having for the month. HAHAHA. what a cool friend. :D
aiyah i'm just dreaming lah. we'll be spending holidays doing work. -.-
and also being able to wake up late. :D

oh yes. i'm left with half of lit, geog, and the other eng hwk left to do.
maybe i can escape going out for lunch today!
i dont want to go out for lunch today.
no mood. :/ I WANT TO FINISH MY WORK.

`11:35 AM__;

Saturday, January 07, 2006

hello, i think i'm becoming extra-chicken.

anyhow, i didnt have much hwk when school started then suddenly the weekend comes and i have english english geog physics amaths chinese lit. cool right. thats about almost all my subjects except chem and emaths (excluding SS).

now i'm left with english english geog lit.
i think i'll finish one english today. i dunno about geog lit and the other english. cant bring myself to do it.. >.<" maybe i'll TRY to finish today/tonight. =/

oh yes. i went to renew my ic.. -.-" YOU KNOW WHAT. now my new ic is so ugly cos i had to RETAKE MY ONCE-VERY-PRETTY THUMBPRINT. =X

a few weeks ago, maybe last week i think, I CUT MY THUMB. SO NOW THERE'S THIS EXTRA LINE IN THE CENTRE of my thumbprint picture. @#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!! gah i feel so dumb for seeing the zhong wrongly and getting my thumb cut. -.- to think i was so overjoyed when i received the previous one with the "zhong" error. --. haha actually i'm just exaggerating. i'm quite satisfied with it. x)

i just did some piano. but its not enough.
i think i'm staying over tonight. hmm.

oh yeah, yesterday class chair gave me the photos we took at Mr L's house, quite nice! :)

cao yu does not like my one-colour entries. aww. anw i think its quite dull too. haha. but i cant be bothered already lah! lol.

tonight i will sleep for 12 hours. PLEASE DO NOT SMS ME/ CALL ME FOR RUBBISH HWK like before. thank you.

`6:49 PM__;

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

if it's the one thing i hate most. its getting disturbed from my sleep.

and cos i havent been able to sleep the past few nights and i finally got to sleep early yesterday i went to bed at 10 and i slept immediately.

10.50 i wake up, phonecall from sis, she wants to borrow my shoebag.
few secs later after i fall back asleep. someone comes in, turns on the light. looks for something. disturbs me, makes lots of noise and leaves.

after that. i couldnt sleep.
no idea why, thoughts came to my mind, and everytime i think back on that memory, i'd cry so badly on my bed. it was so bed as if someone were torturing me.

then i couldnt help but blame my sis for disrupting my sleep. i was so tired. i fell asleep immediately and had to get woken up cos of her. i was so so so so frustrated that i cried.

i dont even know why i was crying over it. i dont even know why i was so angry with her. i rarely get angry with her and really, its as though i exploded last night.

and this is what happened in the explosion:
i smsed her at 12+am saying how angry i was cos she disrupted my sleep and i was SOSOSOSSO TIRED. i was so damn annoyed lah. and i have no idea why i was so angry!

then i dunno but i decided to call dajie and talk to her. i rarely call someone when i cant sleep, infact, i've never done that before. it seemed like what i did last night was like a desperate measure. complaining and crying to her over the phone.

1+am, i hung up, i felt so much better venting off my anger. though her words werent really that nice to hear.. =X i was just so grateful that she was able to hear me out.

she told me i sounded stressed.

the year just started and i'm stressed? =/
maybe not lah. i guess some people have certain extents of "stressed". so to me, I SHALL NEVER ADMIT DEFEAT TO STRESS.

besides, i stayed awake in class today! and my rubberband dropped off while i was tying my hair on the way to the busstop this morning =.= eeyer. so angry i couldnt find it. hmm. =/

`3:08 PM__;

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

hmm, in time to come, i wont be updating so often.

first day of school was quite fine actually. EVERYWHERE IS SO NEAR :D just that last time lt was far, phys lab was near.. now its the other way round. haha. but other than that, I LOVE THE LOCATION. besides i'd rather stay the same level as the labs than the canteen. it affects my mood going up and down stairs during lessons. other than the fact i still have to go up for geog. --.

well, seating arrangements changed abit. i realised my place is quite far from the OHP. -.-
and i'm sitll quite satisfied or pretty much really happy with who my teachers are.

heh, i couldnt sleep last night. THIS MORNING WAS A BLAST. i love the trips to school, even when i feel tired. =X
i was hoping i'd be more thick skinned but, I STILL NEED A JACKET TO SCHOOL.. :S

oh yeah. i collected my ic today. it wasnt till like a few min ago my dad flared up at my chinese characters for being wrong.
gosh i'm so blur. but i rmb that person used the correct zhong! but it came out wrong? gahh. now i must renew it. -.- and to think iwas so excited when i received it. i feel so blur. -.-

ok, i havent showered. i better go soon! last night i went to bed at 11+, tossing like mad. i was sitll awake at 1+am and dunno how long i stayed awake after that before i finalyl fell asleep. --.
so THAT IS WHY I AM SLEEPING AT 10 TONIGHT. YEAH. DND. do not disturb after 10. :)

`6:39 PM__;

Monday, January 02, 2006

tiff told me not to fret. I'M FRETTING LIKE MAD NOW.

gahgahgahgahgah. i must do something.

okay i should pack my bag now that sch's starting in less thAN 12 HOURS OMGOMG. AHHH. suspense is KILLING ME. i have piano after sch! and ~......

you set your example. this is me. are you happy now.
do you like me doiNG THIS.

from today onwards, every entry will be one colour. thats cos i got to lazy trying to colour every paragraph with a diff colour when i write alot of paragraphs.

`8:50 PM__;

Sunday, January 01, 2006

hello. doing some reflections and some new year resolutions, BUT FIRST. i will tell you my day.

SOMETHing is wrong with me. i seem to be ignoring the fact that i'm still not fully recovered! >.<" and my medicine has finished!! AAAAAAAHHHHHH. gah. stupid me.
so anyway, last night i stayed over and we watched pirates of the carribean. the stupid system kept screwing up but SERIOUSLY. IT MADE ME REALISE THAT EVERY SECOND OF THE SHOW WAS DAMN GOODD. :D look forward to the 2nd one! >.<"

oh yeah, in the show, there was this phrase her father said "even a right decision for the wrong reasons could be a wrong decision". well, i think it makes sense, but it made me doubt, they had a happy ending. and that decision to marry that ass didnt happen because he let her go! so.. it makes me wonder. even a right decision for the wrong reasons could be a right decision :D actually there were alot of nice and rather funny quotes in the show. haha. x) i dont think i'll get tired of watching it again and again. =X

then today i woke up at 1+, and then i have no idea what i've been doing with myself. ignoring the fact that i havent done lit notes, and i feel like i barely watch tv at all though i did!
you know i watched whole ten yards today but i completely forgot that i've watched it with my sis before. GOSH WHY IS MY MEMORY DETIORATING!! you know i read somewhere that not enough sleep affects your long term memory. BUT I'MM PRETTY SURE I SLEPT ALOT THIS HOLS! grrrrrrr.

okay. so now i shall start with reflections. i looked through my archives and..
- i used to spell it as fartleg. =.=
- eversince this season started i never really did any extra self-runs.
- the busiest year of my life.
- sometimes, though you think you already understand something, you have to experience it before you really learn it
- i celebrated my birthday with friends (and though not all of them were close to each other, we still had fun :))
- i went overseas without my family (perth ^^)
- my craziest year of neoprints (esp in nov)
- never went out so often with friends AND family.
- it didnt come for 6 months in total out of the 12 months. =/
- i have experienced being really disciplined, and trust me, its not that difficult to become disciplined, neither is it difficult to go back to being lazy.
- i've never been so guai. i spend my free periods and recess doing hwk, sleeping, errands i have to do (e.g. pass this to someone or tell someone this etc.)
- sometimes, though you try hard, the teacher may not be as helpful as you think, they're adults too, still learning other stuff.
- i have days when i go out the WHOLE DAY to many different places for many different things.
- i start to lose contact with some people i know.
- i start to realise my erjie has become my best friend. (or at least, one of them)
- someone whom i thought was my best friend starts to drift apart, and whenever she talks to me, she's always asking for help. and i cant help but feel like i'm being used by her.
- and this was also the year i didnt feel as lonely as ever in my years in mg.

things that i have said to do but have not done:
- walk the dog. train the dog. (mainly cody >.<")
- not being able to frame up my pretty jigsaw :(((
- not enough piano practice!
- lit notes not written. =/
-----> this hols has made me a serious slacker and less disciplined. shucks.

i dont think i have that high expectations of myself really. and i find that sometimes i can end up doing really shitty things that make me go @#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!

new year resolutions:
- work hard. (duh.)
- achieve my goals i have set
- get back to having great time management. ;)
- continue running even when cca stops and during that long study period.
- remember to spend some quality time with the piano
- pass grade 8 theory.
- spend my weekends with piano.

thats all i can think of for now. since i woke up so late today. i have no idea how i'm gonna sleep. maybe i shall try something constructive or blah. i actually went into friendster today.
and i think within the next 30 days i'll go back in and delete every single photo i added in today. HAHAHAHA. -.-

GOSH SCHOOL IS STARTING! i'm sososososo looking forward to the first week of school and the study period!! oo! haha no idea where i'm sitting, and i kinda miss the feeling of waking up early, and the walks to the bus stop and from the bus stop up the slope to school. haha, i'd remember this zombie walking up super slowly. =X and then on training days, i'd come home, have dinner, shower, do work, sleep. hmm, actually i heard that the school is only white and grey! =/ ahHH. how dull. =.=

oh yeah and i'll come online too. haha. but i rarely do anything online. i only come online just in case there's any emergency or change in something or if i dont know how to do work, if not i just stay online and leave my comp alone till i finish doing my work and switch it off. heh.

ok. this is a seriously longgggggggg entry and i'm still not done! i'm suddenly reminded of 2 years ago. how i "celebrated new year".
pleasant at first, then unpleasant.
OK WHAT EVER. GRRR. new year. stay positive! and i'll be super energised ;) BECAUSE NEGATIVITY SAPS ENERGY. hahahah.

i'm like talking to myself. >.<" hmm, right now. i'm still quite excited for school and i havent thought of what to pack into my bag. should i bring EVERYTHING to school? O.O
i'll be so excited knowing where my class is. who knows, one day i'll be complaining up here that its at some lousy location =X=X=X=X=X haha, heck, THE SUSPENSE is almost KILLING ME.

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