maple leaves.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

hello! i watched narnia with hannah yesterday.. OMG IT WAS GOOOOOOOOOD. good good good good good. and i bought 5 pairs of earrings ytd. >.<" and to think this year i received 5 earrings as gifts for birthday & christmas. HEEHEEHEEHEE.
i also bought a rather nice top and a belt! :D
i didnt realise it was ex for a belt till i told my mum the price. and she was like" as long as you like it its alright" i guess sometimes when i buy something ex and tell my mum, it doesnt really matter cos she does stuff like that too. OOPS. =x

okay then today was my last run of the year. initially he asked me to do 10km. but i wanted to do 12. it was in the midst of the run when i wanted to go faster but i found it EXTRA harder to. :( i didnt get my pb. i guess its partly cos i havent fully recovered and that everytime i dont run 12km one saturday, the next time i do 12, i deprove. >.<"

anw i just had a 1.5hr nap! ;) quite shiok. gonna go out with erjie for some new year shopping :D:D i know its abit late but when they started the sales i was tired, more sick than i am now, and i was resting. xD

DO YOU LIKE THE WIDER READING SPACE!!!! :D:D:D =X happy new year! :)

::) --> btw does this face look like an alien?

`3:04 PM__;

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

hello! i'm bored. should be in bed now but i dont feel like going to bed.

i feel weird and awkward. next year i want to watch Xmen 3 and Pirates of the Carribean: Dead man's chest! ^^ and if there's spiderman 3 I WANT TO WATCH IT TOO. its a must!!! >.<" and i want to watch world cup!!

lets see. how much time am i gonna waste doing that instead of studying next year? plus my cartoon! aww. aiya i'll stop till i've watched all the episodes and shant watch anymore after that. i'm quite sure i can do that! (: really.

so anyway, since i'm quite bored now, i shall go update my links! :D:D
my cousin stayed over last night. we had a long chat and quite a fun time together though we didnt do much.. BUT IT WAS FUN :D:D ok. soon you'll see that my links have been updated and this writing space is much wider. i still like this template. ^^

`10:39 PM__;

Sunday, December 25, 2005

MEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRYYY CCHHRRISTMASS! :D:D:D:D:D

i have phlegm in mythroat. -.-

anyway.. i was SINGLED OUT a few days ago by zhiwai. (refer to my tagboard for further details). so here's it.

YOU GET ONE WISH OF ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD YOU ASK FOR?

to be able to achieve any goals i've set for myself.

WISH FOR 6 MORE WISHES:

I WANT TO GO TO ALASKA TO SEE THE AURORA BOREALIS (and enjoy snow =X)
technology to be less advanced so that we'd have less cheem stuff to study.
stay at the countryside with a farm or horses :D:D
have a good run running for mgX in 2006

hit sub 63:55 for 12km this coming sat

get into a jc i want to go to in 2007

WHAT ANIMAL WOULD YOU BE?
hmm. A HORSE? :D they run good and got really strong muscular legs :D (but thats not why i want to be one =X)

SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO IN YOUR LIFE:
go everywhere i wanna go. :D:D

ONE SONG YOU COULD LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
hmm. tough. but i like BEP's MUSIC.

COKE OR PEPSI?
my dad loves coke. maybe i have those genes in me too? actually neither lah. they're about the same ~

SOMETHING YOU CURRENTLY DESIRE:
STOP FALLING SICK EVEN AFTER TAKING PREVENTIVE MEASURES.

ONE GOOD DEED YOU'VE DONE LATELY:
I HELPED GRACE (1S) REACH PB FOR NORTHERN ROUTE YTD :D:D:D

A FUNNY MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE:
hmm. got tons of them. but i rmb laughing at ppl's laughter in p5 until my stomach hurt so bad i couldnt stop laughing. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

5 people to do: XXX, XXX, XXX, XXX, XXX

gah. i finished lunch a while ago. and i dont think i can have dinner tongiht, woke up realy late today and had late lunch. =/

`5:25 PM__;

Saturday, December 24, 2005

hmm. i'm trying to convince myself that falling sick was but a blessing in disguise. though i didnt get to do 12 km (though i think i could have, not sure abt the timing though) and did 8km (as unexpected >.<") i have done a good deed. :D:D i helped grace with a PB for northern route! (congratulations tricia! -.-) i'm so ego. -.-" however, i dare not deny that this belief has made me feel less upset. but let me say that while running there were a few awkward moments when i mistook grace for the other grace HEEHEE. and another few embarrassing moments that are best left unsaid here. -.-"

now my hair looks so poofy when i let it down. --. i have no idea what i'm doing with myself. (well, not really.) and i'm quite annoyed with some ppl though i dont think i should be.

today i came up with another "theory"! arent i a genius. :D there's a difference between believing in the impossible and believing in the "impossible". believing in the impossible is like - i will run a marathon in 3hours now.
believing in the "impossible" is like - in 2 weeks i will run a marathon in 3 hours. hahahaha. but i really mean I. cos some ppl can do that.

i believe its possible to do so if I really train for that. but i'm not training for that so no. i shall have another believe in something that looks "impossible" to me.

i.e. my definition of "impossible" is something possible that seems really impossible.
or then again i'm just saying stuff like that because i've got the meaning of the word impossible mixed up. BECAUSE impossible is temporary.

so whatever you say is impossible is TEMPORARY!!! yeah that makes sense! :D
so now i dont want to let you down and i will make that impossible possible within that time limit.
goodluck to me. i can and i will do this.

ok enough about stuff related to running. CHRISTMAS IS TMR. i cant wait for tonight when i can just open up presents and hopefully see something i like. =/
blah. then again now i only need clothes which i dont think i can get ppl to buy for me unless i try it on. yes i'm clothes greedy and yes i will do work tmr. tricia is very hardworking but she is still sick so she must take preventive measures (including not being able to eat some nice food >.<") so that she can recover soon! yay. =/

oh yes i'm going to watch narnia on friday! :D:D and i look forward to doing another 12km next sat. i want to end the year with a new record of my own. x)

`1:17 PM__;

Friday, December 23, 2005

i got a hair cut today! i think she should have cut somemore.. but aiyah. nvm. i'm quite satisfied with it! (:

and my fever's gone. XD havent really been blowing my nose. but i think i'm gonna get a sorethroat despite the amount of water i've been drinking.

i kinda wasted today. or more like this afternoon. didnt get a present and i really felt like going home but i didnt think waiting would be so long.. -.-
aiya i shall do work on christmas day lah. hope nothing screws up my plan.

`6:02 PM__;

Thursday, December 22, 2005

i've succeeded in wasting my day.
i slept for 1 hour just now.
and couldnt sleep after that.

just now my head felt so dizzy. it was like swirling and swirling and swirling and blah..
and now. even with the fan off i feel cold. brr.
and i feel guilty cos here i am wasting my day. i cant even play minesweeper properly and if it werent for my soft keyboard, i wouldnt be typing here right now.
i feel so weak. X_X <-- thats how my face looks. and my eyes are like =.= think i cried too much or something. i hate overreacting or being so kiasu. how am i gonna do cip tmr? i hope i can go. =X

i'll tel you my story.
last night, was the first night in dunno how many days i got to sleep as long as i want without having to wake up early [e.g. by 10] BUT I WOKE UP AT 4AM feeling extremely cold and also emptied my bladder. then i didnt go back to sleep till 1 hr later. and i woke up again at 10.45
see lah. this hols make me wake up so early so many times. =.= i'm blowing my nose so often already. X_X did i overwork myself ytd? =/ gah i dont like feeling cold. -.-

`4:37 PM__;

the person i've upset most. myself.
the person i've angered most. myself.
the person i've made cry most. myself.

URGH. now i'm not allowed to go out. not even explain myself.
i feel so guilty. i hate this so badly.
not being able to go - punishment.
WHAT DID I DO WRONG! :'(

I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE THIS. I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE !!!!!

`1:21 PM__;

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

last night was a nightmare. till now i'm suffering from its effects.

i shant let my nose do the running!
my feet MUST run more!

=X
i kinda wasted today again. >.<" oh somebody whack me.
i got distracted by helping my mum wrap christmas presents and helping my dad with something else. =X

aiyo. gah.

`5:35 PM__;

Monday, December 19, 2005

ok i've cleared about 2 things off my to do list!

i wanna go swimming tmr. or something else. bleh.

long bus rides are one of the worse things that can happen to me.
the whole ride i just had one thought: I WANNA TAKE MY HEART OUT AND HAMMER IT INTO PIECES. URRGGHGHHHH. you see. long bus rides are bad. and now i still have that thought in mind. fortunately or unfortunately, i'm too chicken to do that.

i feel like a handicap. why do i need so much to get that?! why do they not need it though it'd be necessary and still get what they want!
i think alot of ppl know what i'm talking about. gah.
you guys ought to be thankful 100%attendance doesnt mean everything.

neither does it mean nothing. but aiyahhhh... I'M SO DEMORALISEEDDDDDD. X_XX
i feel like a greedy pig. i'm not even satisfied with my improvement! :(
i'm so greedy. :'( i feel that its not enough!

and that bus ride was kinda scary. at least its good to walk in the dark! NO ONE CAN SEE YOUR FACE! no one will ask why your eyes look like that. =.=
i kept asking myself what happened to me. how did i manage to perform like i did last time. like running was so easy. how come last time it felt so easy and eversince i fell sick i have yet to feel as fit as before.
and i kept wondering when i didnt make it into the team, i found trg so much easier & relaxing to improve for 2.4.
:((((((( i shall go shower and clear another thing off my to-do list.

`8:17 PM__;

Sunday, December 18, 2005

again. i go back to blogging at 10+pm. heh. oh and i dont think i should stay over already.
it affects my bio clock real bad.
today i received an article on sleep.
but i only understood bits of it. -.-"

i kinda wasted today.
the only productive thing i did was read the newpaper. =.=
if i did that everyday (like some people) it'd mean i really did nothing productive today.
oh and i read 1/4 of the book: LEARNING THROUGH SPORTS (ytd & today)

oh yeah i received 150$$! :D i know of a few ppl who got it last year, but i didnt improve much this year? hmm. i dunno my average is still stuck at that b3 but aiyah i should still appreciate the award. ^^

gosh and i still have somemore shopping to do. i must re-do my TODO list and really start doing something!
higher priority:
- CHINESE HWK! [2 zhou jis, read compo book]
- get my O level paper hwk back from teo
- piano theory + practising
- writing lit notes
- write my name on books
- shopping! =/
lower priority >.<":
- watch chicken little! pride and prejudice? NARNIA IS A MUST!
- go out with hannah, and brenda too!
- update my links
- clear away my jigsaw puzzle with 3 missing pieces. [i cant bear to :'(]
- oh yeah and help teo finish her puzzle. =/

ok. tmr after tuition i'd better do my theory. and try to get my name on my books done. (aside from watching tv)

i think i should cut down my time with tv. BUT I REALLY LOVE CARTOONS! but the past 2 years has made me realise i could live without tv. and going out too. =/
and i also realised that now is one of the best times to do things that i used to do when i was young. when i become 16 will i even have time? i might end up having to find some job or something or blah!! >.<" and then when i'm 17 i'd probably be doing even more stuff! AHH.

ok i shant think about my future. but no harm making goals! [but that wasnt any goal setting there.. -.-"]

hmm. today i really found myself thinking about alot alot alot alot alot. and it was REALLY ALOT. gah. >.<" if i can do the things on my to do list by the end of the hols, maybe i should also try to find some time to revise. =/

alright, i shall go read somemore of that learning through sports book and probably be able to fall asleep after that? i woke up at 11+ today. o.o
got 2 long bus rides and a *sun-tan* training tmr. >.<"

`10:03 PM__;

Saturday, December 17, 2005

i'm so tired..

but i've decided not to nap! but must sleep early instead! >.<"

lets see..
-PIANO. (theory hwk and practise practical)
-LIT NOTEs. to write i mean.
- chinese 2 zhou jis and read the book of compos (later, i forget easily)
-write TRICIA CHONG (5) 4B2 ON ALL MY SCHOOL BOOKS. 0.o

eh
heheheeheeheee. thats quite pathetic. LOL.
ok maybe i'll go nap instead.
gah i'm so fickle NOT SURE LAH.

today Tng asked me whehter i've learnt anything else apart from running since i joined cross.
and i thought for less than 10s and said that i've learnt what buses go to where and what.
he then threw a leaf at me. =.=''

and FYI i was really being honest there. my bus knowledge increased SOSOSOSO much. i think its really helpful! (: (:

oh and anw, i wanna try to force it out of him to give us his flight date/time. even if it were on a trg day or a certain day we cant make it on, at least it'd be nice to know WHEN! =/

`12:32 PM__;

Thursday, December 15, 2005

i'm so annoyed. =.=

i woke up at 10 on tues. i've never woken up so early whenever i had NOTHING ON.
then i couldnt sleep.
then i woke up at 8 ytd.
then i only felt sleepy when it was like 3 more stops home and cos of then 10min walk after that, which made me force myself to keep awake, i couldnt nap when i got home. -.-
THEN. was the farewell. i got home at 10.05, showered, and my family came home (some of the stuff they got me quite interesting XD), and feeling really tired, i went to bed. BUT I COULDNT SLEEP!!!!!

@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEN!! I WOKE UP AT 8 TODAY FOR PIANO LESSON AND I KINDA JUST GOT HOME AND I CANT GO BACK TO SLEEP.

RARR. my eyes really feel like closing but my brain's wide awake! :(
and then theres these two new clocks at home that make sounds every 15min. their sounds CLASH.

i shall go play some games. find someone to accept hexic or maybe minesweeper. makes you think faster for maths if you play the one on the comp. ;) it gets really addictive if you're really keen on completing it with a faster timing. maybe it'll make me sleepy! :D [but i want to watch tv later. =/]

`9:54 AM__;

Monday, December 12, 2005

hello. my family's overseas and my sisters tagged me a few mins ago i think. erjie;s blog entry was at 12.15pm. now its 12.25. XD

anyway. house is kinda quiet. but i guess its usually like that. its just like those moments when my sisters are in queens/out and parents are out. so i dont really feel much diff other than the fact that now i'm sleeping with my grandmother in my parent's bedroom with the aircon on.

so now my nose is really running like madddddddd.

so anyway, last night my grandmother and i couldnt really sleep. so i got her to tell me a story. xD
she told me the story of the WW2 how she lived her life then. and like in 1960s she had to bring her 12 siblings to register for school. the principal gave her the chance to go to MGS pri 3 or 4 but her mum didnt allow. and she was like 20+ then.
instead her mum got her to give her position to her younger sis, who kept failing. so it was like her sister was "you shu ke du, que bu ken du" i.e. got chance to study yet kena kicked out.

i listened to her tell her story for 1 whole hour. and it was like listening to 2 whole periods of school from 12.30 to 1.30am. hahahhahaha. her story was interesting thought i couldnt understand some of her words and well, i thought it was quite amazing considering that she had no education and this is who she is today. (: she learnt malay, english and chinese through her neighbours and newspapers, though she doesnt really have a strong command of it, i suppose its still quite good. (:(:

`12:24 PM__;

Friday, December 09, 2005

hi, i need help.
please help me.

`10:09 PM__;

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

*yawn*

went ice skating with 4 younger cousins today. quite fun. havent gone for years. it wasnt so bad considering the time taken for me to get the hang of it was quite short. but i'm still abit beginner. heh. >.<"

okok come on tricia! come on come on come on!!

`10:22 PM__;

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

TONIGHT: sleep at 11
TOMORROW: wake up at 8

yayayyyayayyyayyay. i'm getting worried for my piano. =/

`8:56 PM__;

Monday, December 05, 2005

HAHA I GOT MY LOST SHIRT BACK. i feel so lucky. =/
i rmb i always felt very unlucky when i was young. o.o

i'm such a lousy person.
i cant plan my life properly.
i cant help but think negative at the moment. :(
~~I REALLY THINK I SUCK.~~
i'm so lousy. :(

`11:04 PM__;

Sunday, December 04, 2005

last night. i went to bed at 10.
it was while lying in bed i realised i knew nothing about the race and that stupid chip till grace smsed us. hahahahh.

then i woke up at 0440. TURNS OUT. my free ride was at 0545 and not 0505!! X_X ARRGGHH.

i could have slept 30min more lah. so nvm.

I LOST MY SHIRT.

and. the stupid standard ticket was $2.30 but i only had $2 with me. so i decidded to walk a long way to the bus stop to take bus home in that attire. bleh i felt so dirty. X_X

then i completed my 1500 jigsaw puzzle. BUT THERE ARE ACTUALLY 1497 PIECES NOW COS 3 OF THEM ARE MISSING. I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GET IT FRAMED!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH I'M SO SAD.

but you know what. when i couldnt take the mrt. i felt abit like those stranded lost people. my stomach wasnt feeling well and i didnt have my wallet/phone with me but just $2. and i stank. hah. i felt pathetic. LOL. but aiyah i still made it home anyway.

`5:49 PM__;

Saturday, December 03, 2005

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i slept around 3 last night. -.-"

i woke up at 0645 today. -.-''''''

i might go broke cos i took taxi today. -.-'''''''''''

i have to wake up at 0440 tmr. i'm getting a free ride to city hall at 0505.
this means i have to sleep ealry tonight..
BUTTTTTT I WANT TO SLEEP NOW!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH -.-'''''''''''''''''

I LOVE BEP'S MUSIC. but i suppose their lyrics are quite gross. =/

oh yeah. I FOUND MY EOTP BOOK!!! WOOHOO. okokok! let me tell you how i found it. :D
thursday i woke up late right. so that night i couldnt sleep. 2+am i got out of bed to make some good use of my time instead of wasting it trying to sleep since i've been awake for less than 12 hrs so i went to look for my book in my room. AND I FOUND IT! :D

ok. i shall try to stay awake now. =/ maybe i'll do:
1. PIANO
2. update my log book
3. that 1500 jigsaw puzzle. :D
4. EOTP notes

hmm. most likely to do 2 and 1 or 3 and later i have to walk erjie back to get my stuff. haha. okay. byebye.

`12:06 PM__;

Thursday, December 01, 2005

wah. last night. i couldnt sleep. dont think i slept till 1+.

when i woke up today. looked at the watch. 3.01pm OMG. i ALMOST freaked out. i thought my watch probably screwed. so i looked at my phone. IT WAS THE SAME TIME. i really really freaked out. i quickly went to brush my teeth and called home to bring my stuff over. -.-"
realised the time was still 2.50pm. heh. forgot my watch AND my phone were like 13mins fast. hahahaha.
so luckily trg hadnt started YET.

so i ran out of queens. decided to take a cab. thankfully clementi wasnt that far. but it did take a while to get a taxi. -.-" so the fare wasnt so bad. and i realised the driver was driving along the mrt line. so i suppose there isnt any short cut? haha. =/

got to trg at 3.20 around there i think. -.-"

i almost felt like not going to trg today. and thankfully he seemed ok when i said sorry i overslept heh.thought i was gonna get stuff like how come i didnt sleep early or blah. he didnt scold/elaborate much about me being late and he said something like. this was like my first time. so its okay.

but really i woke up at 2.50pm and i didnt get any scolding for that? i'm thankful.

seriously. i hope it doesnt happen again. X_X but i've never had so much sleep before. 13 hours on the floor! quite shiok. :D everytime i wanna sleep for 12 hours i always wake up 11+hours later. hhaha. but so cool :D 13 hours on the floor. :D:D:D hahahahha.

oh yeah so my conclusion today: sometimes having a clock/watch 20min fast can be really a nightmare. heh.

after trg went to suntec to get the standard chartered stuff. the stuff they gave quite nice! ANYWAY i gota do piano stuff [while i watch tv =X]. byebye!

`8:47 PM__;