maple leaves.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

just like heaven is a nice nicenicenicenicnieNICENICE show!!! ^^
dajie is also a nicenicenicenicNICENICENICE person. ^^ but sneaky. lol.

=/ i feel like i've been betrayed silently.
cheated indirectly.
and somewhat hurt.

i dont think i've been thinking too much though i suppose i wont deny that i think alot but. still. do i say too much? cos everyone doesnt say anything i feel like i should shuddup already. but its quite hard to do that.

`1:07 PM__;

Sunday, November 27, 2005

blogging about ytd :D

stayed with jie the night before. then we went to bed at 1+am and we couldnt sleep. -.- then we went to mr together! i actually woke upat 6.25am X_X gah then we got to mr at 7.30 and we played at the swing! :D:D played for about 10mins or so then went on with training..

after that we went to Mc Donalds for hotcakes, havent had it for ages... =/ then didnt do much in the afternoon.. >.<" supposed to do better stuff. eeks. just wasted ytd afternoon.. and today's too. -.-" oh so anyway. after Mcs we went to queensway and anchorpoint... didnt get home till 1+ and trg ended at 10.10am o.o

then at night we did quite a bit of walking around in orchard. gosh the amount of money i've spent ytd and today.. blaHBLAHBLAH.

and stayed over again last night. later we're going to ps with dajie. hmm. =/
oh both erjie and i watched harry potter 1 dvd too! ooo the 3 of them looked so small! now the story's so different.. :/ but still nice lah. :D i makes me think that the first movie was the nicest. heh.

`6:29 PM__;

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

hello!! =/ i need some self control. >.<"

notice how often i always blog at 10+.. thats cos theres no nice show that i know of at the moment.
hahah.

erjie uploaded our pics on her blog! :D

i've been having insomnia lately despite how tired i am. i still have to wake up in the mornings! :(

anyway, got some stuff off blogthings.com (codes took off too much space so i'm just pasting like this.)

Your Birthdate: November 22
You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true
Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid
Your power color: Silver
Your power symbol: Square
Your power month: April

haha i'm so square. hahahahhaha.

Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think

i showed this to cao yu on monday and:
cowie: TURN A WHOLE ROOM AROUND
cowie: as in the mood of a whole room of people
me: ?
cowie: or the messy level
me: I'M INFLUENTIAL
me: I HAVE POTENTIAL POWER TO MAKE YOU LISTEN TO ME!
me: HAHAHAHHA
me: =X
cowie: you have power ah
cowie: hahaha
me: just kidding "D
cowie: POWER IS RATE OF CHANGE OF ENERGY
cowie: OR RATE OF WORK DONE
cowie: IN WATTS
me: AHEM
me: POTENTIAL!
me: POWER!
me: RATE OF CHANGE OF POTENTIAL ENERGY
me: I GIVE OFF THIS ENERGY
me: MAKE YOU LISTEN TO ME
me: HAHA
cowie: then i purposely refuse
cowie: ARE YOU SURE PIERCE EARS NOT PAIN
me: NO
me: CANNOT
me: YES
me: SURE
cowie: HAHAHA
me: LOL
cowie: if i last min decide not to dont blame me ah
cowie: hahaha
me: I WILL
me: COS I WILL BE INFLUENTIAL
me: MAKE YOU PIERCE
me: :D:D

**changed my name to "me" to make it shorter. xD

today. not much to talk about though i was out the whole day. heh. i just hope i can sleep tonight. gonna make my ic tmr! and she wants to go so early. =.=

`10:04 PM__;

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

THANK YOU GUYS FOR TODAY. (: hmm. i hope they enjoyed themselves too.

the rain was annoying. but cao yu got her ears pierced! hahahahha. sorry we didnt do much shopping. i felt like i was extorting you of your money for lunch man. next feb my turn to treat you!!. :D:D:D

i am a lousy shopper. i can go out for hours and spend $0. =/ and probably spend on some food i've never tried before. my first meal at swensens! :D and yakun toast.
okay i guess i'm really very happy. heh.

hmm. we ended up watching Zathura. quite cool ^^ but we missed the beginning. but aiyah. still nice :D

i am not sorting my priorities right. i need to do work. study. =/ oh but december hasnt come yet! i'm going out with michelle on sat to study! oh yeah i hope we really get work done. :D

busy day tmr again. =/ need to get my ic done soon.

`10:29 PM__;

Monday, November 21, 2005

YTD WAS FUN. though i spent $0. HEEHEE. was out the whole day around orchard (including 3hrs in the cinema) heh. okay lah i spent abit of money. took neoprints with erjie! FINALLY. we spent like half an hour decorating cos no one was queueing to use it hahaha. so the time remained at 999sec. haha. and we ended up we so few of the pics :( but they're sitll nice!

today was weird. woken up 3 times by phones. --. annoying. well. trg today was somewhat nice. maybe cos i talked when i ran so felt more relaxed.

gah. i need to start up with some studying. but dec hasnt even arrived! i think i'll plan to start studying in dec lah. =X i hope i really do. and spend more tiME WITH PIANO SHUCKS. wioturnowiunvoitum43 AAAAAAAAAAH. crap. okay i better do her hwk tonight. shithsitshitshitshit i just remembered i have to start practising my pieces and i've only done ONE AND I'm gonna be out tmr! AHHH. ok shall listen to them first. she's gonna kill me. :S

i think i'm gonna sleep late tonight. cao yu wants me to stay up. and i need to do piano hwk. -.-" next lesson on wed morning! >.<"

`10:17 PM__;

Thursday, November 17, 2005

BWAHAHHA ERJIE ENDS A LEVELS TMR!!!!!!!! but then again i dont see much in being happy for her she's gonna celebrate with other ppl first i suppose.

and i've been going out everyday this whole month. this sucks. =.=

goodnight.

`10:03 PM__;

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

gosh. i have no idea what i'm doing to myself.

on a lighter note, i think its really interesting how one can have small talks or interesting moments with different people one has never met before.
and then it really makes me wonder whether i'll ever meet up with these people again.
or whether i'll recognise these people if we ever happen to cross each other's paths again.

i had a long trip from suntec to jurong east library where i spent a few secs there and then took quite a while home. -.- quite pathetic. but i hope i have fun. :D

OMG. CARTOON NETWORK IS SO FUNNY. HAHAHAHHA.

`9:45 PM__;

Monday, November 14, 2005

i looked down and realised.

they're wet.

GAH i feel like slapping myself okay! ugh. i dunno when i can officially start studying. gahhhhh.

my whole damned week is packed! okok new goal. try to finish sch HOMEwork within the next 2 weeks. and i'll spend dec mornings with study, afternoon with piano/trg whatsoever, night time with tv. xD

really. why does it seem that life isnt fair? WHYWHYWHY. i say its not supposed to! >=( but its opp?! i must be blind or something. =.=

okay. i forgot what else i was gonna say. got a weird day tmr. will be away from home for almost 12 hrs? =/ tvvvv....!!! >.<"

`10:57 PM__;

Thursday, November 10, 2005

hello! i'm annoyed. i napped ytd and i couldnt slep last night. now i'm trying to nap again cos i'm tired and i cant nap. -.-

ANYWAY.. the sky looks dark here. trg hasnt even started! =/

i dont think there shld be maids around at home. she's so fussy and keeps changing them and its so annoying. though i'd be reluctant to do some house chores, i'd rather do it than to see her keeps spending money like this.

-----------> ANNOYED.

i dont think i can start studying next week. =/ mon tuition + trg, tues morning geog. wed geog. thurs trg. fri piano? and PEA post mortem.

gah. actualy i can afford to squeeze in some time for studying i suppose.. =/ sis ends a levels next fri! anyway i saw the class list 2006 already. they put up for next year's sec 2s and 4s already. hmm.

now i'm waiting for 1hr to go by. [hopefully it doesnt rain! >.<"]

I'M QUIte tired leh. :( but cannot sleep. gah. oh i managed to practise my first piece ytd! i have quite high confidence in myself in doing better! didnt get to hear the other 2 pieces though, so i didnt bother practising them. but i think i focus on one first lah. haha.

i need someone i respect alot to tell me what to do so that i'll really do it. i tend to not listen to some orders i give myself. -.-

my mouse is getting annoying. --.

`1:04 PM__;

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

gah i am SO TIRED. and its a good thing! i'm gonna sleep as soon as i help tiff and you see the time now! :D:D:D:D

i finished the jigsaw puzzle teo gave me! not a single piece missing. ;) sadly. i ended up using the clues behind some parts cos every single piece was cut in similar shapes. gah. annoying. i feel like doing another one. but for now.. to do list
- PIANO PIANO PIANO
- chinese hwk!
- find an enemy of the people book!! [I ACTUALLY LOST IT !!!]
- maybe somemore jigsaw puzzles?
- settle CIP!

those to do later (some not very necessary)
- revise/study sch work [next week onwards]
- write my name on my sch books -.-"
- read harry potter again? more jigsaw puzzles?? :D:D
- watch a few movies? [chicken little, harry potter, narnia? etc.]

but from this to do list. major priority - PIANO. I'M IN need of a cd player so i can hear my pieces. good thing i have the afternoon to myself tmr. ;) shall start practising then. :)

erjie's having a levels. ooo. cant wait till it ends! i think i might end up doing alot of shopping! O.O =/

haha ok tiff is still not done. -.- i want to sleep soon.
eh i just realised i've only been awake for 12.5 hours. o.O

`10:15 PM__;

Friday, November 04, 2005

gah i need someone to whack me in the head NOW.
X_X dunno whats with me. >.<"
slept for 12+hrs ytd.
this means that i confirm wont have enough sleep tonight. OOPS.

`10:01 PM__;

Thursday, November 03, 2005

i've learnt that i'm as brittle as glass.
SO brittle.

today i have proven myself to be a high S. weakness, strength, EVERYTHING. X_X

teo gave me her jigsaw puzzle today!
it has clues behind =.=
shall ignore them when i do it then i'll feel better :D

the one at her house now is so pretty! [thanks to 3 of us :D] going there again on monday after tutoring. :D
and another thing about today is that i've learnt how alike my sis and i can be.
crying in the bus.. HUR. and not just that lah haha.

i'm surrounded by a such a caring group of people. what more could i ask for.
its just plain dumb when ppl start talking about it and i break. -.-
if they didnt say anything i would have been ok! >=( gah.
and if you ask what happened today? i tell you. i chickened out. i was scared.
and i hope it doesnt happen again. >.<"

OH YEAH i got my jigsaws to complete! i'm going jigsaw crazy. ;) ppl out there! if you're planning to get me a birthday present, please buy me a frame for all my completed jigsaw works and i'll love you very much. :D you can also buy it for me for a early christmas present! :D

im going out tmr =X i realise i'm quite packed this month! need time to kinda study, do notes, pack my room

to do list!
- stay healthy DO NOT FALL SICK
- HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP [i.e. sleep early - theres not a day i've been waking up without having to listen to my alarm clock]
- tuition
- piano piano
- pack my room
- RESCHEDULE ALOT OF THINGS.
- blahblahblahblahblah X_X

`5:58 PM__;