maple leaves.

Friday, September 30, 2005

hello there. i would like to say that i am thankful for my friends.

i am very thankful for my friends.
even if their words arent very effective on me.
at least they bothered to hear me. :)

they can even withstand my SOMETIMES mean, impatient and fickleminded character.

and for that. i am very grateful.

i napped after eng paper 1. for about 10mins.
i felt so much better when i woke up.

english is impt. die die also must be included in l1r5!
and those who fail english will be retained. =/

brooding time's over. shall go study now. :) i feel quite good now. :D
i had a great 2 hr nap after tuition. it felt SO SO SO SO GOOD.

problem is.. i dunno if i can sleep tonight. -.-" supposed to wake up at 0645 tmr. =X

heh. maybe after some studying i'll be sleepy again. =X byebye.

`7:39 PM__;

Monday, September 26, 2005

hello! gahh. i'm quite scared for geog and SS. i kinda studied both already? but grr i need to re-study again. i think i forgot quite a bit of stuff. thurs i will revise SS AND go for a run. I MUST I MUST I MUST. and I WILL DO THOSE TWO THINGS. !!!!!!!!!!!

tmr hopefully can go with erjie after tuition. :) i hope not much time will be wasted. =/

now i'm left with TONS of qsns from physics TYS.. study a bit of chem to do for today. and i think i should re-re-revise geog chpt 8 when she's done teaching. but cant to think of it.. i'm starting to remember it clearer than the other chpts cos i read through it like 3 times already. X_X

quite worried about the way i study and my sleeping time. i need more sleep or i cant remember properly.. =/

*still looking forward very much to after exams ^^*

i intended to stay back in sch to do work today.. but.. i changed my mind. everyone seemed to have something on on mondays.. =/ so must be some sign for me to go home lah. besides.. i havent gone home RIGHT after school on a monday in ages..

anw. I PASSED PHYSICS CA6!!!!! *leaps around in madness*
but i still failed ca2 overall -.-" well.. at least i passed my last test! :D [a little relieved. :)] he doesnt give a damn about time.. no sense of urgency! whereby tests are concerned. its good. :D but for teaching.. BAD. he's teaching us too slowly i think. :(

ytd i actually bothered to wake up early [around 10am heh.] to do hwk. did work all the way till night and slacked alot in between. heh. and i'm quite tired. but i seem to be too used to be lacking sleep that i cant even sleep in the bus ride. i just try closing my eyes but I DONT FALL ASLEEP! how to catch up with sleep like that. =/ i cant even sleep during recess anymore!! >.<"

cant to think of it.. this is ALMOST like the last week of lessons.. then after exams.. not much lessons liao.. =/ cant believe it. X_X i think i should nap for about 20mins and then have an early dinner then shower and do whatever i can. =X

`5:44 PM__;

Thursday, September 22, 2005

hello again. decided to update cos i cant study tonight. supposed to be chpt 8 of geog. another long [but last!] chpt. she hasnt finished teaching us yet.. i've just *read* through it. i think i'll try revising it again myself over the weekend.

i seriously cant study now. i'm like reading and then zzzzzz and my memory now is quite bad cos you know.. lack of sleep -> more prone to short term memory and falling asleep while reading. so yah. but i guess i can afford to not study tonight. :)

shall try it again myself over the weekend.

gonna start on chem tmr! :)

so much work to do but nothing due anytime soon.

oh yah. i've got dental appointment this sat! >.<" i havent worn my retainers since i got my wisdom teeth pulled out. =/ started wearing them on monday night i think? and uh.. ...... =/

okok. i'm really tired.. shall go sleep now. goodnight.

`10:33 PM__;

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

ahem erjie: 6 DAYS DOES NOT EQUAL TO 10 YRS. xD

anyhow. i've restricted myself fm going out to watch super nice movies. =/

well.. today i did some work and run with tiff at turf city :)
got home pretty late around 7 or 7+.. -.-" supposed to start studying soon.. like NOW.

sunday i slept at 2. then monday 12.30 then last night 12. hopefully tonight earlier if i study faster? o.o well.. i've concluded that the less hrs of sleep i have.. the faster i briskwalk up that damned slope. hahahhaha.

gonna stay back in sch to study with brenda tmr.. never did anythingl ike that before.. esp in the canteen? haha. should be quite ok lah. i used to do work there when we had self runs.

friday i have geog mangrove thingy after sch.. i think its quite fun though its a PROJECT. then at night my uncle's gonna take my jies and i out for dinner. used to have loads of fun of him when we were young.. then he went to aus.. only see him like every new year? well.. i hope it'll go fine. there's some conflict between my sisters. - its quite saddening. :(

oh yeah! i got DISTINCTION for AMC!! :D:D:D:D:D:D

ok. shall continue studying. i hope i study well enough. >.<" goodbye and have a nice day. :)

`8:46 PM__;

Thursday, September 15, 2005

stupid me left my geog file in mr.

-.-

but wonderful tiff found it and is gonna bring it home and pass it to me tmr. :) THANKS TIFF!

today. i ran until i almost forgot the fact that i was running. i dare not deny that i was too tired to go faster [i.e. i didnt push -.-"] and i could sense that my running on hills ---> DEPROVED. but i daresay that after that run. my brain was still quite wide awake eventhough i have been sleeping less than usual.

but i guess for now.. its no matter. i realised that i seem to be leaving my house later and later. =/ i.e. there is a need to briskwalk to the bus stop.
now when i walk up the slope to school. i'm like a walking ZOMBIE. i walk at the pace of a tortoise! or even a snail! gahh. its kinda annoying when i see a whole lot of ppl so FULL OF ENERGY walking pass me while i walk my way to class frm the bus stop. -.-

i can still rmb last year when i first started taking bus to and from school. i would forever be briskwalking. now.. i seem to have lost that energy. and act like i'm forever tired. and ALSO. now. i have no problems sleeping. [i.e. every night when i go to bed, i AM tired.]

oh yes. HAPPY BIRTHDAY dajie. x) and if i'm not wrong. its also Tng's son's bday. LOL he's 2 today? hahhaha.

anyhow. since i dont have my file to help me studying and that i refuse to study from the book without the file.. i shall do some hwk. got more hwk than usual this week. X_X

`7:42 PM__;

Saturday, September 10, 2005

gah. i'm such a slacker. i was supposed to start studying geog tonight. [and i have no back up plan if i dont study chpt 1 tonight. >.<" tmr's meant for chpt 2 and chem =/]
but you see the time now. i feel so tired.

thursday night i slept from 12-1130. =/ almost 12hrs of sleep. -.-

and last night i couldnt sleep till 3- 4+am? woke up at 7.

and i spent the day trg. *helping my dad with something*. doing some physics. going to school for meeting and getting bitten by mosquitoes at the same time. [wed's one was cancelled] dinner. more physics. [watched school of rock while doing it too =X i've been dying to watch it =/ but i guess it was ok lah? nice ending though xD] and then after that i felt too lazy to do anything so now here i am. updating.

seriously who goes to on a saturday at 4pm for meeting!?

well. i think i'll try print out my lit stuff and do some other constructive thingy and go to bed. i dont think i'll need that many days for physics anw esp since i'm doing tys erjie assigned me to do. ^^ so hopefully i wont be behind time in my studying. x)

today. i fell down. i feel very clumsy. eversince i've joined cross i've only fallen down twice while running.
and both times were in mac ritchie.
this year.

i've been extra clumsy this year. the number of times i've fallen down hurting my knee - 4.
1st one was in a 10km race at MR in jan i think.
2nd one was LTC slipped while playing jacob's ladder -.-
3rd one was about 2 weeks ago during pe? 2 A2 girls crashed into me during pe and i fell. hahaha. -.-
4th one today. it kinda scratched my right palm and elbow and my left knee. but no serious or alot of bleeding whatsoever. quite minor. but i fell on rocks. -.-" and eunice said it was quite loud. =X

ok correction. my left knee's got cuts. yucky looking ones but minor.
hmm. the effect of rocks. =/

i feel so full of *orh-chehs*. gahh. now i'm talking like i'm very bohliao. wasting my time away =/ OK I WILL do those 2 constructive things now and go to bed! BYE.

`11:29 PM__;

Thursday, September 08, 2005

i woke up at 9 today. or maybe 9.15. left at 10. X_X
well i kinda got lit done. :)

now let me tell you: TRICIA IS MADD!!! SHE IS SO MAD. and she will go to the mental hospital if you can convince her a long lifetime of happiness there. x)

heh. fat hope. =X i'm going to study another chpt and maybe even do some physics after this. maybe can sleep 12hrs tonight? [hoping hoping hoping very much. ^^]

`7:49 PM__;

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

ok! I ACTUALLY FINISHED STUDYING THE TWO CHPTS!! bwahaha and you see how early it is. [i dont think alot of info got in though >.<"]

and i've been awake for like 11 hours only. and i've still be unable to get anyday with 12hrs of sleep.

you know. i'm still tired. SO I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW. gotta wake up at 9. =/ goodnight. ^^

`10:46 PM__;

hello. here i am slacking. again.

i was supposed to study 1 chpt ytd. [which i ended up not doing]
and study another chpt today.

i.e. now i have 2 chpts to study [and still havent started]
I WILL START AND FINISH BOTH TONIGHT [i hope. or at least one? =/]

i just read somewhere that thinking too much hurts.

hmm.. i guess i enjoy hurting myself. =/

i feel extremely lousy. but after thinking and thinking again.. i realised.. isnt the world nice?
HURHUR THen i thought about what i first started thinking about.. YA RIGHT. the irony. LOL i was doing abit of enemy of the ppl just now. alot of the stuff i was annotating/analysing led to irony.
stupid book. its just full of irony lah!! >=(

anw. i've kinda completed ALL MY HWk ^^
but i still have studying to do.
and the qsns erjie asked me to do. [she's my physics motivator!! :D]

ok. i'm going to do something good now. BYE.

`8:38 PM__;

Sunday, September 04, 2005

OK I'M UPDATING.

school's "over".

and ytd was so busy! >.<" morning trg -> then christine came over for lunch and i also showered then. -> we went to school in the rain and my dad's car went for servicing lol. -> came home changed -> off to tiff's house -> 11.15 then come home. =/

well. sec 4 crossies you guys rock! :) its been a long time since i spent a day being so *busy* esp taking 5 bus rides in a day to/from home and and i 3 of the walks from/to the bus stop were at far away bustops near queensway. thank goodness charissa's dad sent me home. x)

and i couldnt sleep despite how tired i was! >=(

i need to start studying soon.. in like less than 48 hours! and i havent planned my study time-table yet. >.<"

ok. i need someone to give me practise to do. i cant motivate myself. =/

going to school on mon - geog. tues - physics. wed - meeting.

stupid right. some sec3s dont even have to go to school! gahh. i feel like it was a bad choice going for ltc this year. the stuff you learn and the experience may be really meaningful and goood? but i think we already learnt most of it before?? and i dont think it was worth going this year. >.<"

somehow i feel like when i grow up i'm gonna be so engrossed in nothing but work and i'll have not much of a social life. :(

what would life be without my sis. =/ i still can rmb when i was 5 the both jumped on my stomach. now. dajie's so busy and my erjie rocks. xD

ok. now i'm going to find something constructive to do. BYE.

`12:41 PM__;